I've been having a bad time since 1998

by Lovechild of Melancholy

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1.
Bad dreams 03:21
Stress Dreams Keep waking me Wish I could just tell you what they mean And stress dreams keep waking me And everyone is still screaming it at me Wake up for work oh no you're late again But it's all good cause I was there in sleep But i can''t sleep from just two hours of Nightmares eternal and dreaming was just a thing I just want some rest so I can feel good again To start the day over, and say that i'm blessed again And all that i want is to share someone with my bed But that's never happened, and it never will again Cause i'm all alone, and my dreams are keeping me So i'll go back and wake up in five minutes But the foam in the mattress is screaming with demons I can't find the words to say that i'm leaving, but i'm burning down this creaky old house And i'm going where I can finally find myself
2.
Big head 02:43
You're riding on the shoe Coattails of your mother And they say that's all that you are And you know they're right As you sit there rotting on your bed Cause the last two paths don't seem too likely You'll burn in hell before you are happy You sit there wondering what's going on in your head big empty You're pushing away everyone you've got now Cause you know that they are wrong Cause you know they're weird As they sit there pushing you out your zone And you're throwing away everything god gave you Cause you know that he is wrong And you know you're right even if that means you will burn Cause the last two paths don't seem too likely You'll burn in hell before you are happy You sit there wondering what's going on in your head big empty Cause the last two paths don't seem too likely You'll burn in hell before you are happy You sit there wondering what's going on in your head big empty
3.
Fear 01:39
Hope to wake from this bitter dream Now I could only find a better place in my head Only know which I am, A man in children rags Feed me to the wolves at dawn so I can rise again Fear controls every aspect of me Even when we're alone Afraid of change that I don't even know With you by my side not for long Leave me alone
4.
Home 01:35
There's a place I know So far away from home Secrets laid in black Foundations kicked in We hide away Everything that we are The sickness inside Pushes us away Away from you
5.
We were building castles on the beach But high tide came, and swept up me Cause i'm a plastic bag around a seagull's neck And i'll choke, and strangle that yellow footed fuck You said we'd last forever, but I guess not Like a crab boiling out in the sea Don't worry son it's the same she promised me And I wish you both the best of my luck Cause where you're now the current will suck It'll eat you alive, like escargot And the beach is burning out my feet again It's what I get for not wearing shoes It's a 110, but without you It feels like a winter's night in Minnesota And i'm dead, and long gone from here And the sands washed over me and all my plans And castles are burning down from the waves And i've got nothing more I can add
6.
Anger replaced with Faith And my stomach churns at the sight of him And I broke 12 screens today when I saw you Push him out of your head Of your head And leave him out of your mind Of your mind And she belongs to him And she now rests in his arms And there's no turning back You've made your last mistake for the night
7.
Redhead 02:14
20 tabs of your love Floating in her bathtub Taken so abruptly Never held her dearly Forlorn conversations Never felt her touch Miss her mystic smile Never out of touch Would've rather Seen her floating In the crimson waters Than to see her Broken and battered Staining all of my floors Forlorn conversations Never felt her touch Miss her mystic smile Punk rock god of love
8.
Someone told me how you feel And it's always the same Knife wounds in your throat Is that how you got away But we can't run from this Cause this is all we have So go and take their hands Maybe they'll have better days Why'd you go and waste my time When you knew you were all I had There was nothing for me here And Now i'm all alone
9.
Invaluable, Infallible your heart stays Deniable, Incredible your head raised Above it all, and seen through the bad days You always are a band above it all In your head Your head And you will always be A beacon of light And do you still think of me When you're kissing him And do you still say my name When you're fucking him We sat under street lights Waiting for the radio To play something to set the mood But I don't care much for the noise And leaves fall in Autumn And I shed my skin And trees die in winter And I lose my form
10.
Untitled 02:33
You say you wanna hear what's on my mind But I ain't got nothing I want to share Cause I don't wanna hear you bitch, and moan About the things I can't change Cause I know I won't change Today or Tomorrow And I can feel it wane Against the sands I rest So i'll just sit in bed And wait for you to die Cause maybe then i'll feel safe To be myself again Cause I know I won't change Today or Tomorrow And I can feel it wane Against the sands I rest

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released June 19, 2018

Recorded and Mixed at Cosmic Soup Recordings
Album art done by Club Fern

All lyrics written by Amelia Seer

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